[The Bedivere of the main Arthurian legend, died like a normal man. He was mortal and like all mortal things, his end was also normal in comparison to his companions.

But this Bedivere, the one who made a different choice, has had a different outcome.]

It's another long story. Being a knight, it seems I'm made of many of those.

[Serving a king, fighting alongside friends, keeping a kingdom in check, facing magical creatures...]

In my case, I think I would say I cursed myself to wander for a long time. Magic kept my body going even though I am... Or at least, was, human at my core.