[Even better, then, that his friend is the type to respond well to his straightforward approach. An awkward reply in return, where people vacillate between annoyance and faux comfort always muddles things up.]
Later, then. We’re all due for a little bit of refocus after this mission.
[ He’s almost brought up his own past in conversation with Connor several times now, what with Connor’s insistence that he is not meant to be more that he was made for. Arenvald knows how that feels, after years of scraping away on the streets, a child of two worlds and yet belonging to neither. It was only his own choices that led him across Baelsar’s Wall and, eventually, into the company of the Scions.
After all that, he could never believe that someone is the product of their birth and no more – even if Connor was manufactured rather than born.
But, given all they’ve been through, the timing never felt right, or it felt like too much to heap onto an already reeling Connor. He’d welcome the chance to discuss it in private, once things have calmed down. ]
I’m due for a decent meal and a nap after this mission, to be quite honest with you.
[It's for the best, likely, even if Connor's curiosity would dictate otherwise. Still, he's patient -- or rather, he can afford to pretend to be patient for a friend.]
And if I was the kind of individual that ate or slept, I would agree with you.
[ He really wishes that he’d gotten to know Konoha weeks ago. Her ability to create fruits and vegetables out of nothing has been an absolute life-saver. ]
True. And I suppose if you can’t eat it, being able to taste it would be kind of silly.
Unnecessary, yes. Though I wouldn't call it silly.
[A beat.]
...Admittedly, I have wondered what it might be like to taste things. Food is such an important part of any given culture; it's strange to not be able to experience it, when I was designed with the purpose to integrate and learn from humans.
Well, to those of us who do eat, it looks like you’re tasting whatever it is you’re putting in your mouth, oil or blood or whatever else. Even if I know what it is you’re doing, I can’t help but make the association, and I also can’t help thinking “that must taste awful”.
All modes of scanning are disabled. This includes preconstruction and reconstruction, as well as simply analyzing people and items as necessary. I cannot interface with technology [Struxta was an exception, apparently] and I cannot communicate wirelessly with other androids. I've lost the ability to mimic voices. I've also lost my connection to a continually updating database; generally, I've lost connection to CyberLife altogether, though this isn't surprising, given the apparent distance.
[ And indeed it is. Arenvald has no idea what half of that stuff even means, but the sheer amount of things Connor rattled off is startling. ]
I know Aliphinaud and Alisaie both have lost the ability to use the magic they could use back in Eorzea, so I wonder if whatever law that governs that places a lot of your functions in the same category. I’m fairly certain my Echo is gone as well, but that is definitely more magical.
[ Had this come up months ago, Arenvald wouldn’t be so keen to talk about it. Not many people back home knew of or fully understood the Echo. Arenvald carries enough stigma with him already, no need to add to it. But now, there’s no harm in talking about it if it’s useless.
Even if it wasn’t, though, he still trusts Connor. Trusts him enough to want to discuss his past, and his abilities. Well, ability. Aside from the Echo, he has ever been unremarkable, after all. ]
The Echo is a… a gift, I suppose? I’m not sure I came by it, myself, but primarily it allows me glimpses into the past. It’s not something that can be used at will, though. Visions just sort of… happen.
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Later, then. We’re all due for a little bit of refocus after this mission.
[A successful mission. It’s... nice.]
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After all that, he could never believe that someone is the product of their birth and no more – even if Connor was manufactured rather than born.
But, given all they’ve been through, the timing never felt right, or it felt like too much to heap onto an already reeling Connor. He’d welcome the chance to discuss it in private, once things have calmed down. ]
I’m due for a decent meal and a nap after this mission, to be quite honest with you.
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And if I was the kind of individual that ate or slept, I would agree with you.
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[ He makes a face, wrinkling his nose. Though, that does bring up a question about Connor in general. ]
Can you even taste things or just… uh, analyze them?
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[He should be grateful, but honestly, he was more concerned for the state of morale after having to eat that slop every morning.]
Only analysis. Taste is not a sense that androids experience, not in the way that humans do. Though both forms gather information in their own way.
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True. And I suppose if you can’t eat it, being able to taste it would be kind of silly.
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[A beat.]
...Admittedly, I have wondered what it might be like to taste things. Food is such an important part of any given culture; it's strange to not be able to experience it, when I was designed with the purpose to integrate and learn from humans.
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[ Don’t lick strange things you find on the street, Connor!! ]
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To be fair, taking oil samples isn't common.
It's usually various forms of blood, or other relevant bodily fluids.
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That’s even worse. Gods, I wouldn’t want a sense of taste if I had to do all that!
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Maybe so. But being able to take samples in real time has always proved advantageous during investigations. It's just part of the job.
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[ This, as he jabs at Connor’s shoulder playfully. ]
But I’ll believe you when you say it’s helpful. We’ve nothing very sophisticated when it comes to investigating murders or aught else.
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You sound like someone I know.
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Do I now? I hope that’s a compliment.
[ Little does he know. ]
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[I hope you can hear those air quotes, Arenvald.]
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Surely you understand why we’d think that, right?
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I don't taste, as you said. I don't get sick. There's no reason why you should think it's 'gross' when the usual consequences don't apply.
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If it helps, the point is a moot one here.
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[ He tilts his head a little. ]
Are there any other functions you’re missing aside from that?
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[Definitely yes.]
All modes of scanning are disabled. This includes preconstruction and reconstruction, as well as simply analyzing people and items as necessary. I cannot interface with technology [Struxta was an exception, apparently] and I cannot communicate wirelessly with other androids. I've lost the ability to mimic voices. I've also lost my connection to a continually updating database; generally, I've lost connection to CyberLife altogether, though this isn't surprising, given the apparent distance.
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[ And indeed it is. Arenvald has no idea what half of that stuff even means, but the sheer amount of things Connor rattled off is startling. ]
I know Aliphinaud and Alisaie both have lost the ability to use the magic they could use back in Eorzea, so I wonder if whatever law that governs that places a lot of your functions in the same category. I’m fairly certain my Echo is gone as well, but that is definitely more magical.
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[He realizes that he's never discussed the abilities of his friend before he joined the Circle. An oversight on his part, he now believes.]
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Even if it wasn’t, though, he still trusts Connor. Trusts him enough to want to discuss his past, and his abilities. Well, ability. Aside from the Echo, he has ever been unremarkable, after all. ]
The Echo is a… a gift, I suppose? I’m not sure I came by it, myself, but primarily it allows me glimpses into the past. It’s not something that can be used at will, though. Visions just sort of… happen.
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Is it like a memory probe?
[Before belated realizing that Arenvald has no context regarding that.]
Or rather… you really don’t know what causes a vision to happen? Are they connected to people, or places?
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